If Only...~

If Only i have a diary that can understand my feeling,
I would like to write infinitely in it..
If Only I have a friend, truly friend who can feel the way I feel..
I would like to have them in my heart, to see how my heart's crying..
If Only I have a gut to say what my mind is saying..
I would like to say, please take my heart, my thoughts away...
away from my eyes, far from my brain..
and don't bring them back to me...
ever~

~Original by Pija~